What I know now because of him |
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you have any moment to think about your whole life including your past, present
and future in your daily life? Every time I attend his class I do. Having been
through a great deal of difficult time and experiencing broad opportunities, he
is like "he tells his faith without talking" to me. He makes me
think, think and think about myself such as the meaning of being myself either
in a positive way and in a negative way. Yet both are good because knowing who
I am is much better than being ignorant of myself. He surely taught me
something important in my life but I can't explain what it is exactly as nobody
else at the class could. On the other hand, by attending his class I've reached
this conclusion; LIFE DOES HURT. But as long as you believe in the braveness of
yourself you can keep breathing, and walking forward, and eventually make not
only yourself but also somebody else happy. Hence we have to keep going
wherever your life leads you although it's not always easy. It's ok to make a
step backwards sometimes unless you don't stop being yourself. That's part of
what I thought he wanted to tell us. I had so much to say to him that I could
not give him even a single word as always. But weirdly I feel like I'm already
understood. I can't thank him more for having been our teacher. Now we have no
bond between us to see each other but for sure I will see him again not as his
student next time. 本当に強い人は、大きく頼もしく威厳があり、いつまでも倒れないような人ではなくて、自分の弱さや脆さ、世の中の物事の儚さに気づき、それらに打ち勝って生きる人なんですね。 |
【2012.01.18 Wednesday 17:36】 author : moritaka44
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